Pearl, we saw your name in the sky. Are you ok?

The moment I stepped into Aunty Lily's house I knew this is going to be weird. Attending a dinner/function at her place ALONE for the first time sure is weird. Everything was pretty much routine except minus the fact that half of the routine involves my brother and I. Since he wasn't there, and my closest cousins to me left, I was pretty much alone...for a while. Which wasn't so bad after all but it's just something I noticed. I mean, how much is there for me to talk to my uncles and aunts?

Doing nothing actually feels extremely good when you're with the people you love...just lying down there, looking up at the clouds, figuring out what they're shaped like such as "PEARL".

I think I swear too much. I don't know, but it just bothered me today when I thought about it. Note to self: Swear less...OK?